Revelation 3151
THE MESSENGER’S LAMENTATION
18 January 2022 Tuesday morning 00.10www.revelationsofjudithdebeer.co.za
The messenger complained: In the message I continuously respected Jacob. But he hunted me cruelly. The messenger asked: Did I ever ask you just for a smile? But I tolerated you, while you would despise me. The time is here and it is dark night. So be vigilant and alert. But Caucasian just laughed at me. They took me to the authorities and accused me. Few asked: Oh how heavy is your burden? Can I perhaps add a helping hand under your load?
Often the complaint comes, for long enough we have waited on the Word. But nobody was aware of how little power I had. My soul longed for rest and peace. But the message from heaven was: Write down the report of the scales. In the middle of the dark night, I hear Satan bellowing with laughter. While he despises the Word of God. Visually, the visions would also not soften. So, I looked in awe, while awaiting the next Judgment message.
From all sides and arbitrarily they spit on me. But up until now I did not react with, enough is now enough. I also did not complain that I was exhausted and tired. Or complained, I am flesh and from early until late I have to struggle. For my livelihood, I have to sweat and toil. Yes, and on top of that, to survive I run a bar. With all my godly dignity completely ploughed away in this.
In my life there is little joy, with little urge for life. There where I am hanging on with my last power like an autumn leaf. For the blows I often just turn the other cheek again. God alone knows I am alone and I am scared. My battle is not against flesh and blood, but against Nagash the snake. But with a gift received from heaven, I am desperately hanging on to the end-time rod, like a drowning person.
Often I look up to heaven above, to the constellation of the stars. I hope for blissful, peaceful singing of angels. But like pitch-black streaks hanging from the moon, I only see the Antichrist in full army rank. With the big oppression soon in full swing. The battle of Sion is against the adder, Satan, the big coiling snake. So, trembling and scared, I hold my hand out to God. I make my covenant and bond Only with His Word.
I know, in the protection of the sealing, My El brings His support. Therefore, holy, holy is the New City of Jerusalem in the thousand-year Peace-land. So the Messenger calls: Let me forget about myself now and put my focus on God with joy. So that self-pity will no longer defile my soul. Look, it is morning and it is evening in a new day and night. Therefore let me stop weeping and rather laugh joyfully. Yes, blissful in the knowing, I work under My God’s command.