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In a past with little to remember. I search for a future, but there is nothing to hold on to. I look around me, at my house, my world, and even though I am a woman. I have built this with my own hands. I know all of this is an illusion, a mirage that evaporates all too quickly. But life is in the moment of now and this I just like, without any reservation.

Even though hope sometimes burn so weakly in my life’s little lamp.  I always know that I have a God I can trust. So often I see His hand that He holds out to me so kindly, so invitingly. And with my life-sphere sometimes so grey in depression, in that moment my entire existence changes into the most beautiful heaven-blue.

So I live in a world where love for each other is oh so weak. I hear how a world snaps at each other over everything. I see war-stricken areas, with fresh graves dug everywhere. In this terrible world, only the bitter sorrow reigns everywhere. I know it is the end of a period never to be rebuilt again.

And while I wring my hands together desperately in prayer before my God over the life of now. I hear His voice calling. Always just trust firmly in Me. Look, assuredly I am coming, in My Second coming, to the world there where you are and know that I am indeed coming soon. I open my eyes, and on a leaf I see a beautiful drop of dew. In that drop I behold the big ocean’s lovely aquamarine blue.

I know I want to hold on to this moment for ever and always. Because in a past with little to remember. To an uncertain future with nothing to behold, there is also nothing to hold on to. But as consciousness, I indeed assuredly, undoubtedly, exist in the moment of now. And in this Godly moment, where I hold Him in my little heart. I know I have a Great God, with unprecedented Love, that continues for all eternity.