www.revelationsofjudithdebeer.co.za

I hear a lamentation in a big sighing. The weeping thereof cuts through bone and marrow. I hear a cry for help bridging dimensions. It is the song of the heaven-guard born out of interbreeding fornication. He sings: Oh take me back to before the sperm in free flight. Take me back before the consciousness in big judgment. Take me back to an angel in the beam of lightning. Yes, take me back to before the abomination-oath directed against Elohim.

Look, being human is just an illusion-farce to an angel, and life on earth just one big sighing. The palaces of kings just stay a mud-shack to a heaven-being. The battle for survival just an enormous duty. Between spirit and matter there is no bridge for an angel. The wage of sin stays the death-fruit for everyone. The beauty of a woman, was, is and stays just a temporary farce. With the age and the decay of death that soon disrupts it.

I hear a lamentation in a big sighing, of a heaven-guard longing for his labour in heaven-duty. He calls to his brothers to come and lift him from the darkness. He says, oh how painful is the Godly chastisement, in being destitute of community with heaven-vision. Yes, with my spirit annoyed for eons already. He calls: Oh, take me back to the time before the sperm in free flight. Take me back to the One Big Consciousness in the Eternal, Shining, Love-light. Oh why don’t You, oh Father, also build the YaHWesHua’s bridge for me?  In order to, in this way, also Escape to You, as saved sinner, as the prodigal son.