On the sometimes incomprehensible notes of the song of all four wind directions my soul crossed the path from the East to the West as well as the South to the North in search of all the answers to all the questions of life. I was searching for eternal life’s true and sincere words of love that would be, according to my convictions, the answer to the door that would lead to heaven’s blissful gates of joy. Yes, my soul longed for the words of peace sang by pure heavenly hosts in holy songs of praise promised to the entire eternity. Searching, my soul crossed the path through many views of different religions. Then she also walked on the paths of laws in search of the answers to what is right and righteousness, yes in the books of law of all the courts of law of the world. She also investigated some of the works of the great philosophers and even searched answers in the judgment of the great world catastrophes. She was in the hell-depths of the depression valleys, but her flight also reached for the highest blissful heights, yes there up above.
She likes to investigate the intellectual ways of the godly developed Caucasian race, but also investigate with interest the primitive path of self-destruction of now and also long-forgotten Mores. On her spiritual journeys she listens amazed in old antique mystical monasteries to monk choirs – but finds herself completely lost with joy in the lonely nostalgic song of an old Boer. But still the sincere pure song of the Perfect Love was not yet meant for her spiritual ears completely.
So, in the song of the varying tunes of the four wind directions my soul now investigates the Word for her answers and again and again she returns to 1 Corinthians 13 for her perfect answer because it is here where the song of Love promises her everything that she would like to know. And she knows that even if she could speak the languages of people and angels but she does not overcome every grain of hate in herself, then she will be completely lost forever to herself and everyone around her as only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.