I stare into nothingness through a window pane and I see a being going to nothing and nowhere and I ask him: Where are you coming from and where are you going and he answers me; this you must understand very well. I come from a place far across the Jordan from faraway Siberia to go to the Southern point of Africa. As an archangel I come from further just to be able to go even further. I come from the North Pole to go to the South Pole before the earth tilts and the equator will stand in its new position.

I look into nothingness through life’s window pane and I see an angel going from a timeless dimension into time and matter and I see that there is no permanent form in matter, but only intelligence in an illusion-existence and the intellect reacts to emotion and it forms the basis of the human existence and on the day that the form will perish again, perhaps then will the being better understand the difference between hate and love.

I stare into infinity through a window pane and I look at another period which is coming and going, I hear someone laughing joyfully and I see a bitter tear and I ask God why I still do not understand the purpose of everything so well, because from the far ends of His creation my soul came to understand love but also the wars of the sons of God. Yes, so that a servant, a messenger, can also stand closer to becoming a Godly Child, but the cup stays bitter while the sweet quickly perish.     I look through a window into nothingness and I search for a door that opens to the throne of God so that I can stand before Him with all my questions. But this too is a mistake on my side, because heaven is a sphere, a place in my core, where love must stand in the place of my heart. In order to enter I must first go and stand on the other side of the window pane so that I can see what is going on, not outside but inside myself.

I now look into this nothingness and I see a blinding shooting star and in the wars of YaHWeH I did not defeat an enemy, but a brother. A tear falls from my cheek, because the love in me cannot and does not want to understand the hate and before this Wisdom I stand deeply ashamed now and I know where I came from and where I am going and I hurry to my brother over the mistake I have made.     So together we now look from across the holy Jordan through Elohim’s enormous window pane and we see the New Heaven and the New Earth, because the old period has perished together with the old human with the equator now standing in its new fruitful place. And because I understand everything now very clearly the bitter has changed into sweet and I know that the purpose of everything is only about Wisdom and Love.