In the rhythm, in the riddle of the Set-apart rhyme, the Spirit has shone in me and the fear of being a human and the fear of pain vanished in this.

So the Son of Wisdom has revealed Himself to me, in Living Light-waves, internally as well as outwardly, with all His glorious heavenly hosts gathered around Him. Therefore, I will have my birthday on the first day of each of my eons-year, because the Spirit has given birth to eternal life in my heart.  

In the rhythm solution of the Holy rhyme my uncertainty has disappeared completely and the fear of “being” disappeared in the blissful peace of Elohim, like fog before the Glow of the Sun.